Jessicxjeremixd's Journals

Fawb, Werd. â™¥ I lub dem.

Using only song titles from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's harder than you think.

Pick Your Artist:
Fall Out Boy

Are you male or female:
Tiffany Blews

Describe yourself:
Pavlove

How do you feel about yourself?:
You're Crashing but You're No Waves

Describe where you currently live:
The Carpal Tunnel of Love

If you could go anywhere, where would you go?:
Saturday

Your best friend is:
Lake Effect Kid

Your favorite color/shape is:
Golden

What's the weather like?:
The Calm Before the Storm

Favorite time of day:
I Don't Care

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called?:
Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?

What is life to you?:
I've Got All This Ringing In My Ears, But None On My Fingers

What is the best advice you have to give?:
Bang the Doldrums

If you could change your name, what would it be?
27

Your favorite food is:
(Coffee's for Closers)

Thought for the Day:
The Patron Saint of Liars and Fakes

How would you like to die?
20 Dollar Nose Bleed

Your soul's present condition:
Hum Hallelujah

The faults you can bear:
I Slept With Someone in Fall Out Boy...

Your motto:
The Pros and Cons of Breathing

100 Words is Not Nearly Enough (Wish You Were Here)

I live in the small town of Perth, Ontario, Canada.

It is full of heritage and has won awards for being "The Prettiest Town in Ontario".

The town is very eco-friendly. I am proud of everything we stand up for and fight against.

We do know how to have a good time, and our town has many festivals.

The kids I have befriended are !awesome!, and love to party.

Without them I wouldn't be the same person I am today.

Lastly, Perth is a great town and I wish you were here,

Because I can't think of one bad thing about it!

(Kids at school)

(The water tower by Stewart Park)

(Code's Mill)

(My friends on a couch outside)

*photo credits: first, third and last pictures not by me. Found here, and on two friends facebook accounts :)*

Sydney, Lifestory: Monologue Show Tonight at Cafe Dekcuf!

If you don't have tickets already, they are available at the door!!
It's Sydney's last Ottawa show, because they are on their final tour of Ontario
(they are breaking up).
I'm sure it'll be loads of fun everyone!

I can't put up pictures tonight because it'll be too late by the time I get back,
but I will post pictures next week-end of the show, okay?

Hope to see you there!!
Jessica

A Belated New Years Dance

I waited outside in the cold for a few minutes, but it probably seemed like longer because of how absolutely freezing it was. My friends Shirley, Josh and I huddled while we waited, student cards in hand. When they finally started letting us into the school, checking student cards to make sure we are all actually students. Once inside, Shirley took my sweater and I went to pay and have a girl put marker on my hand. I waited for Shirley to pay and get in after giving Josh our coats for the coat check, and then we went to the bathroom. (Yes you really need to know that).

Skipping to inside, we walked in when the one half of the gym was fairly empty and set up for the dance. The carpeted wall was flashing with funky colours and shapes, while the disco lights made bubble shapes everywhere. We tried dancing, but there wasn't enough people inside and it was kind of awkward. We went back out to the hall and there was a whole bunch of people out in the hall. We made a few jokes about "apparently the party is out here!" and went to find more people.

After we got Mari, Jasmine and Mackenzie along, and talked to Heather and Nick a little bit, we headed back inside the dance. The haze of smoke from the smoke machine made everything feel almost surreal. The DJs were really great, too, because they even aimed the smoke machine and the right places (like people playing air guitar and the cloud would be around their legs and slowly curl up over us). It was hard to breathe a few times, but it was a really cool thing. I love smoke machines.

Some of the time I felt a bit like a hippy, because the lights were flashy and the smoke moulded around us. I had a lot of fun just dancing, laughing and feeling free. We danced on the speaker type of things that weren't actually speakers but had speakers right by our ears when we were on them. Girls and boys grinded on the dance floor, just boogied, or made out (gross to see when you're just glancing).

Our favourite remiscant songs such as "What is Love" (Mari and I would do our headbanging thing like in the movie), "Shake it" (it reminded Shirley and I of the past spring.summer), and Spice Girls (just good times with the people I love). I had a lot of fun, but somehow the mood was a bit ruined for me the whole dance because I couldn't stop thinking about this guy I like and wondering if he'd like this song, or if he was there, or if he has a girlfriend, etc.

As the dance came to a close (and I knew it was), we counted down to the fake New Years. As our school dances always end, the classics came on. "YMCA", "Grease Lightning", "Summer Loving" and other such songs played, and then as the last song and last slow song came on, my friends and I ditched. It's a crappy way to end a dance for everyone who wasn't grinding away with someone. "Lips of An Angel" echoed as we exited the dance and went down to the main entrance. We got our sweaters and coats from coat check, waited for our rides home, and said goodbye.

Happy New Years Everyone!

That really ticks me off. =(

So first you'd have to check out this journal,

http://mytrendy-secret.livejournal.com/21116.html?mode=reply
(it's not a link, but you can copy and paste, right?)

I would have commented this on her actual journal, but I wanted to make a journal out of it. Besides, it's a pretty long comment.

You chose really bias pictures for your examples, a fact I will ignore at the moment.

Clearly, you don't understand the concept that "its not quantity, its quality". So it really doesn't matter how long you've been on buzznet, more that you have good photos.

Next, I will show you to the idea that perhaps, had you not written this, you might have gotten your badge later on. Patience?

Lastly, badges simply mean you are very talented. You aren't above anyone else because you have this badge, you aren't better than anyone. It's just recognition that you are very good. When they say "best of the best" it's a compliment to you, not a degradation to anyone else.

So had you had a little patience, understanding, and common sense, you'd realized it's better to be open-minded and happy than pointing out the flaws of those you wish to be like. xBlanksface is a talented photographer, and she is always posting. No need to go around complaining about the fact that you aren't an 'Original', and she is. And you REALLY didn't need to point fingers.

I don't mean to offend anyone in this comment, I just wanted to get my feelings and opinions on this topic out. What got me really mad was that she personally chose Sara to pick on.

Me on Folie A Deux and Twilight movies

First off , Folie a Deux. I'm really excited for this album!
Here's a preview HERE (http://www.7digital.com/stores/mercury/artists/fall-out-boy/folie-a-deux-uk-standard/)
And that makes me really excited to hear them. the Mixtape I got over the summer made me really excited, too, though.
Briiillliiiannnttt =D
But I wish Lake Effect Kid, ALPHAdog and OMEGAlomaniac, and Catch Me if You Can were on it, too. Oh well.

Second of all , Twilight movies!!
I really loved the movie, I want to watch it over and over again. They did miss a few parts, but I expected them to because the book is so big and the movie is only 2 hours long. I can't wait until it comes out on DVD.

If I could play any part in any film of the saga, it would be Bree in Eclipse. I've already started practicing my pained expressions and saying "how can you stand it?!" =] I wonder if they'd pick me for the part?

Now about you!
Are you excited for the new album?
What's your favourite track on it?
What book do you like best of the Twilight saga?
Who would you play if you could be in any of the movies?

Venting For Others

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That was much needed.

I have so much going on that I can't even begin to explain.
With love, and hate, and tool-bagishness,
with beginnings and endings and rocky roads,
and then I have to think of myself.

With no new beginnings or endings,
no love, no hate.
I try not to be tool-bagish or rocky.

There is so much going on around me that I am involved in that has nothing directly to do with me.
But I like to help, of course, so I help.
I like to give advice even if I'm not in a position to do so.
I want to help.
I want to give advice.
I try to know as much as I can, but I can't.

Everything is so chaotic, so crazy.
Maybe I should detach myself from everything for a little while.
Just go through the motions until it settles down.
I can't always be there to help people through, they will figure themselves out eventually...
Right?

A Section of My Untitled Novel =]

Here's a sample of my novel (the one I'm writing.) I wanted to get some input on it, so if you guys could just leave me a comment telling me what you think, that'd be great! (Oh sorry about the size of the font, but hey! At least it's easy to read.)

â�œOkay, enough questions. Do you want to do something else?â� I tried to get the subject away from answering his questions. I promised myself I would answer them another time, when I could prepare more.

â�œSure. Thereâ�™s nothing on TV though...â� He winked at me, hinting slightly. I melted under his power over my emotions, and let myself fall over his lap.

â�œI could always ask you more questions.â� I joked, and positioned myself on his lap so that we were closer and both comfortable. My body argued with my mind.

My mind told me to avoid getting myself in this situation, but my body craved his kiss. I hesitated, meeting his eyes, and leaned in, but he stopped me.

â�œRay, we can slow down if you want, I donâ�™t mind.â� He offered, and I could tell from his tone he felt the same as me. I shook my head no, and leaned in further.

My lips met his, and his gentle grip slid around my waist. I slipped my hands around his neck and pulled him in tightly. It wasnâ�™t too long before he pulled me on top of him on the couch, and our tongues danced within the confines of our two mouths. It was too soon before he pulled away and laughed.

â�œOkay, letâ�™s take a break, babe.â� I could see his plan working in his mind.

He would give me only a sample for now, and leave me wanting more, so that next time it would be even better because Iâ�™d be waiting for it.

Clever.

But I pulled him up, not wanting to give into his games, and gave him a quick peck on the lips. I could play his game, too. We went to grab our jackets and put our shoes on, deciding on a walk to the park and back. He held my hand protectively, and I felt safe.

When I was with Oliver now, nothing could break me. Nothing could break us. He made me feel calm, happy, secure, and beautiful. I learned a lot from his answers, more than I should have. But I trusted him, and trusted my feelings. I wondered if we were dating now. As if on cue, Oliver had the answers.

He stopped abruptly, turned to face me, and I looked around shyly. We were in the park now, just about to cross a bridge. â�œRay, I know itâ�™s only been a few weeks that Iâ�™ve known you, but I really like you. No, I love you. You can always make me smile and whenever I think of you I feel like Iâ�™m floating. Will you be my girlfriend?"

The What-Whats and the What-Hows

Here are my thoughts on this article interviewing Pete Wentz in Out Magazine:
http://www.out.com/detail.asp?page=1&id=23932

I'll list a few quotes and what I think of them.

â�œâ�¯â�˜Donâ�™t do thatâ�™? Now Iâ�™m just going to do that 10 times in a row.â�
- I totally agree, I do that all the time just because it's human nature.

â�œThe actual acceptance of gay marriage is inevitable,â� he says. â�œItâ�™s just like how the next generation of kids are going to all have tattoos.â�
-I'm not getting a tattoo, that would be what's called a hyperbole.

It could be his view from the stage -- Fall Out Boy audiences skew toward teenage girls, and dudes who like mosh pits and teenage girls -- but Wentz shrugs off the idea that whatever bias remains will survive another generation.
-Now that's a bit funny ^_^

He says his liberal parents never shoved any particular politics down his throat, â�œexcept, like, Kenyan food.â�
-Haha. I laughed inside at his comment.

and eventually left DePaul University a semester shy of a political science degree to play bass full-time.
-A SEMESTER SHY? You couldn't have waited a bit longer? There was money spent on that!

Even in radio-friendly major-label land theyâ�™ve hewn close to their do-it-yourself punk roots
-YES. That's what I wanted to hear.

â�œIt is pretty gay,â� Wentz easily agrees, grinning as we discuss how the crowd still sings right along.
-Then it's settled. We're good, we got that out of the way, let's move on.

And most recently? He actually apologizes before responding. â�œA long time ago,â� he says with a slight wince. â�œProbably when I was 22?â�
-Alright, everybody raise their hand who is over 22 and hasn't made out with a member of the same sex.

Maybe youâ�™re a lesbian, I suggest, and he punches the air in triumph. â�œYes!â� he crows. â�œIâ�™ve still got the cover!â�
-All of this made me laugh out loud.

by people calling you â�˜fag,â�™ and being like, â�˜Yeah, I am a fag.â�™ Even though youâ�™re not.
-Power to the people!!!

This article actually makes me love Pete even more. I don't know why exactly, but I'm like "Yes. He's a real person and he has actual feelings. I'm glad that you guys finally realized that and I don't see how anyone can get off on telling the public he's gay. Because it won't hurt him and it's not a big deal, even if he is gay."

There were a few more but I kind of passed them cause I got really into the article. I suggest reading it if you are even remotely interested in the what-nots of Pete Wentz.

SCHOOLS OUT!

*does little cheesy jump in the air and pauses*

I've officially started Summer vacation =] I have plenty yet nothing to do this summer. I am getting a job somewhere, getting fit (I call it "project: get fit"), and hanging out with friends. I want to have a great time but I just don't know why I'm so blue. I think it has something to do with a picture.

ughhh!!! They are so happy together. It makes me sad, cause I know it'll never happen to me. *Thinks of Dane Cook because he wants a talking monkey but he knows it'll never happen.*

Anyway, so there's that. But also, I want to get a job for some cash so I don't owe people money all the time. Yay bacon! And I have to have to have to have to hang out with Shirley.

I don't Like him. I don't like him. I don't like him.
I don't want to see him. I don't want to see him. I don't want to see him.
He's not my type. He's not my typE. He's not my type.
I so don't care. I so don't care. i so don't care. I So don't care.

I'm going to pick out some pictures to put in picture frames now. And then I'm off to do something productive?

*unpauses and lands*